Doctor, doctor
Sunday, July 27
Tomorrow I see the doctor and make an appointment to do a sleep study. Get to see the doc. I love my new doc. She is a woman. So here we go.
Pretty good day today overall , but, again there is a but..I spoke with a young lady who lives in a loft who has been very bitter with me. I know I shouldn't be doing it , but I have been telling people of my new found success just to see their reaction. For the most part it has been sort of what I have expected: flippant yeah, whatever, sure, keep dreaming etc. I was never envious of those who had wealth or were making a living and were comforatable , and I am glad I never had that sort of attitude. I think I am in a more dangerous position and situation than ever before. Moving from skid row to a place others , even those in the historic core can only dream of,doesn't make people happy. It is sad really. I was only sad in my situation in skid row because of the suffering around me. I have always been somewhat happy in my economic situation and the only really saddness came because of
the major depression.
It is becoming reality to me as I am become successfull, there are people who are not very happy about that.
Now I know whay rich people create their own enclaves. It isn't so much the begging and the asking for money or the moochers, it is the haters they don't want to be around.
Pretty good day today overall , but, again there is a but..I spoke with a young lady who lives in a loft who has been very bitter with me. I know I shouldn't be doing it , but I have been telling people of my new found success just to see their reaction. For the most part it has been sort of what I have expected: flippant yeah, whatever, sure, keep dreaming etc. I was never envious of those who had wealth or were making a living and were comforatable , and I am glad I never had that sort of attitude. I think I am in a more dangerous position and situation than ever before. Moving from skid row to a place others , even those in the historic core can only dream of,doesn't make people happy. It is sad really. I was only sad in my situation in skid row because of the suffering around me. I have always been somewhat happy in my economic situation and the only really saddness came because of
the major depression.
It is becoming reality to me as I am become successfull, there are people who are not very happy about that.
Now I know whay rich people create their own enclaves. It isn't so much the begging and the asking for money or the moochers, it is the haters they don't want to be around.
