It was an emotional week. But I have been assured that all defenses are in place and friends ready to stand behind me and are standing behind me,,, tactics that are used by the unethical are just that ; nothing to fear.
With what has happened in Haiti I can understand my deep depression . I for some reason can feel a large loss of life in a very deep way.... it is sad others use these tragedies to continue to be demagogues, this has been going on for thousands of years and I am sure it will continue....
Fitness continues to be y number one priority this year, but the nerve damage is getting in the way ; I will not let that stop me.... It is amazing that I am motivated to push through this....
Providence has seen fit to allow this to happen.. I ain''t going out like a punk and must man up and move forrward.. I am sure I am on my last stretch , thus the enemy will throw whatever it can at me, providence has shielded me from the bad and providence will continue to do so..Providence has allowed this for me and I must not let others dictate whether I deserve it or not..
IN this life jealousy ,insecurity , greed , will drive others to throw things hard at me... I will ignore it and move forward...truth will be my shield..
This is why physically I must regain my strength so that emotionally I can handle what is going to be thrown at me... All of my friends have said they know the truth and have been diligent in verifying what has been sent to them... they will stand by me...those who were never my friends to begin with can run away...don't need you....
Let us move forward in peace and love this year....to whom much is given much is required and I must rely on Providence to balance out all of the equations...
No comments:
Post a Comment